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[19 Aug 2007|12:54am] |
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Love love love love love my job, love superbad, McLovin is the best thing since sliced bread, wanting to see someone right now :), Family Guy, my laptop, my friends, my life. I'm really feeling blessed right now. I'll post more later but yeah had to post haha
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| So fucking bleak... |
[24 Jan 2007|04:27pm] |
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So circumstances beyond my control, me, and a few others are being forced out of our amazing apartment... A certain someone took our rent money and spent it and was not able to fix the problem. So now we all have to be out by the first because of her. I just don't know what to think right now... I had the greatest home. I came home to that place everyday excited because work was over and it was just gonna be another great night. It didn't matter what was giving people trouble we still were able to have a good night. Those people became my family. Now they are just friends again, all having to go back to where they started. We all did our part by paying our bills and keeping everything together and it's all ruined by one person because they decided that being responsible was just too much work. I had to go back to my parents house... usually I wouldn't have minded that, NO BILLS... but I feel like I'm being forced out of my home and to go live with a family that has developed a different relationship with eachother in my absence. I no longer have the urge to call this place home... Man this is so hard I just feel like withering away. I was riding to my parents house and I was going like 10 miles an hour I just don't want to do this I FUCKING DON'T WANT TO LIVE HERE!! I miss my fucking apartment so much. We have until the first but it hurts when I'm there because all I can do is look at it and realize it's all going to be gone. I can't stay here because I can't stand the fact I'm back home, I have no urge to see anyone, do anything, nothing sounds fun, nothing sounds constructive, I just have no urge right now. I can't think of anything to do or anywhere to go. Fuck I am so torn up with hatred and bitterness right now I feel like I was done so wrong. The sad thing is it's a blessing in disguise because I can save up, pay things off, and come back ten times stronger but it just still doesn't feel like it matters. Dark days ahead... I dunno... I want to find an urge to do something I am hungry but I refuse to eat my parent's food but I don't have the urge to go to safeway. I am depleated... I guess I'll fuck around on the internet until Sera get's out of rehearsal...
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[13 Aug 2006|10:42pm] |
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So I've been talking to a car broker for a while now and I finally picked a car. It's a 2005 Chevy Aveo with 20,000 miles I just got it delivered to me from s(joe just farted on me and now I am crying)acremento. It's actually a really tight car and it get's 35 miles to the gallon so... suck it.
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[05 Aug 2006|07:34am] |
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Well I was snooping around livejournal and I decided it's been too long of a time since I've posted one and here I am :)... so let's take a journey, venture on!
As far as my ninja goes... it will be missed. In Febuary I flipped it four times (with me still on it although I got thrown off after like the third flip) and took out a road sign... I'd love to get one sooner or later but I'm not sure if I ever want to do the things I used to do again... I like living lol.
I've been working at microvu and yesterday I put in my two weeks. So I'll be leaving a little after one year. It was cool how butthurt they were makes me feel special. I got a job at Larkfield Autobody. It was a pay drop but it'll pay off in the end and I'm working with cars. I've always wanted to work with cars so... bitchin...
This summer's been great... I've been hanging out with Leslie for a while now... I think a little over a month? It's been nothing but good times and she rocks my world. She's everything to me but she's a friend first and I love that. I got her a sweet birthday present and I can't help but toot my own horn on that one cause I've always been bad at picking out presents... Want a hint? It's not a toaster har har.
Well I'm off to work, then I kinda feel like hitting the gym, don't feel like paying rent but oh well. Life is good right now... nothing I can do from here but take it one day at a time :)
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[11 Jan 2006|05:31pm] |
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I feel sick and I feel like beating you from one end of the room to another... Deceitful bitch there is no one as horrible as you. It was responsible though.
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[14 Dec 2005|07:53pm] |
Yep so there's my new 1993 Kawasaki Ninja ZX-6. I bought it for 400 bucks. My buddy bought it with 18,000 miles on it, put 2,000 miles on it, and layed it down when some guy merged into his lane with they were going over the overpass over by coddingtown mall. He got a very nice settlement from his insurance company (they gave him more than he payed for the motergycle) and decided to give me a deal if I agreed to fix it. He layed it down at a really low speed so I only have to put about 200 dollars in parts in it. And yes... It is a pink and purple bike, I am painting it flat back in January. LOL and frankly for 400 bucks I wouldn't care if someone painted flowers and the barbie logo on it I'd still mob that shit with a smile on my face =D
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[28 Sep 2005|07:32pm] |
*WHEW* Taking a break from my room. There's 3 1/2 years of dirty teenage living in this room and I'm paying for it... I'm just throwing shit away by the armfull. Lot's of moldy dishes too lol. Can't let that happen in the new apartment I need to keep it clean for the ladies cause nothing like a clean room to get a lady dirty OW... sorry...
So I get the keys friday... I took the passenger seat and the rear seats out of the jeep to do most of the moving... After that I'll have to wait until Josh and I have a truck to do all the rest of it. I'm just going to keep moving all night long and have all the stuff in the house by mid morning. Then I can just relax on getting my stuff done through saturday and sunday and be able to help josh on his moving. This is so fucking exciting. I'll borrow josh's phone to take pictures of the apartment lol.
You guys should come check the place out.
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[26 Sep 2005|07:41pm] |
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So I saw my dad for the first time in like 4 years. It was fun. I got to see my grandma, my aunt, my cousin, and a lot of the Williams side. It's amazing how even though I was so far away from him and hardly talking to him all this time how much I am like him. We both act the same and all these weird things about me are shit that he does it's weird. Well four days wasn't enough. It came time for my sister and I to leave and it was hard I didn't want to leave him... My sister started crying pretty bad and I was getting really teary eyed and he told us to leave before he started crying too and we took off. I'm feeling just really out of energy right now. I don't want to be here I want to see more of him. I want to get out of this house so bad I almost just want to go sleep in my car just to be out of this house. I know my family will get much better once I'm no longer around (that's how all family is, you love them once they leave lol) but between the hard good bye with my dad and my cold return home I'm just burnt out. I sign for the lease tomorrow and I think it will be the most exciting thing I will have ever put my name on. Moving begins Saturday :). But all in all an amazing weekend. I got to drive around in a lowered 64 bug with a 1776 engine in it all week, god damnit I love bugs... I found out my dad also owned a bug for years that made me really happy :). I also got a lot of work done on the jeep so it's not so horrible to drive anymore. I'm gonna go watch a movie or something...
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[21 Sep 2005|07:41pm] |
Wow... here's what's happened to me this week...
Monday-Fixed the driver's side door...then broke the window
Tuesday-My step mom's father died... my dad is coming to town and I'm going to see him for the first time since I was three months away from being 16... mixed emotions
Wednesday-Got a HUGE promotion, fixed the jeep window, and got an apartment with the sickest of the sick MR. JOSHUA MOYER *does a dance*
Weird week...
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[07 Aug 2005|04:31am] |
Did you know you could get a DUI for riding your bike drunk???? Interesting...
Just met some cool ass people!! We've met before but either I've been fucked up or they've been fucked up so it was kinda the first time we'd met. Damn it's great to meet good friends.
Love yah Leslie.
I love a good party. Anyone wanna hear great news?? I got over my beer problem. I'm normal again! I also love Monsters.
THE END
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[29 Jul 2005|06:05pm] |
I FOUND ANOTHER MOVIE THAT THE GUY THAT PLAYED THE OOMPA LOOMPA IN CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FAMILY PLAYED IN!! I fucking rock :)
I'll give you a hint...
"say hello to my little friend" parody
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[12 Jul 2005|11:10pm] |
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I'm taking off in about an hour for Coo's Bay to do some serious quading. Pray I don't break anything I'll tt all your homies Sunday.
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[26 Jun 2005|01:48am] |
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Fuck I hate decisions... All these crossroads all of these FUCKING crossroads!! What is the right decision? Why when nothing is happening in our lives we'd beg for something to happen and then when there is something happening there's way to much? How can you go with the flow when theres a million different currents trying to pull you apart? I mean... I can't play games... I seriously can't I tell everyone that I need something smooth and placid. I'm all about good times, good parties, and good friends and I can't take dramatic people and... this is dramatic... it's extreme ups and downs and I don't know how it's gonna end up but then again that's life... What fun would it be if you know how it's gonna end up. Life is just one big chain reaction full of crossroads and you can only pray you make the right decision but how do you know?? I'm 19 years old I don't need to worry about that. I just wish I could get some hints you know not have to deal with it 100% in my mind. I can't make this decision! I need a sign...
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[26 Jun 2005|01:09am] |
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Looks like I'm moving out. Which is a cool thing but it's always like an "Am I doing the right thing... thing" I guess just do it you gotta leave sometime...
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[15 Jun 2005|12:52pm] |
Wow... I thought when I lost my license I had lost the only pic of me with long hair. Turns out the most awesomeness heather had some stashed away in her deviant art account!! So with no further adoo (fuck spelling) I bring you Junior year brandon. All the weight loss has changed my face a bit...
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| I'm so happy but the frustration is eating at my skin. |
[14 Jun 2005|01:26pm] |
She's the kind of girl you bring home to your mother
She looks good in blue jeans even better under covers
She's a devil in bed between the sheets
Ask her if she's a saint and she'll get down on her knees and pray
Yeah yeah yeah
My god I'm a wreck right now I feel like I'm the guy from 40 days 40 nights and I'm on day 36. I can't stop thinking about you. Oh MY GOD MAKE IT STOP!
This weekend is gonna be insane. The rest of this week is gonna be torture. I can't fucking wait. The way you talk to me, the way you touched me, the way you walk, the way you look at me. Your touch is heaven but wanting it is hell. You are one bitter sweet bitch. I've never felt so confident.
Fuck I'm horny...
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